4th months

                  

                 What do I expect when M expecting? This is the dictionary M reading. It's for preggy mom to get better understanding when U r expecting. And yupe... I do have result from there. I know why m itchy and wat shd do and don't.

                  When you start itchy and don't know why is it and not because of bitten by the mosquito then it is because the growing baby is interrupting ur hormone. If stomach itchy then it is because it start to grow hair. The book was saying the baby grow hair not only on the top of head but whole body to keep themselves warm in ur tummy.

                 But if u start itchy at ur leg and hand, mayb it because ur skin started to stretch and mayb u have sensitive skin. Do use Johnson baby milk to bath so that ur skin smooth and moisture. And remember to apply lotion after bath. I use cocoa butter, quite good for the skin and keep it moisture and prevent stretch mark. And better avoid seafood with shell like clam, lala, oyster and prawn. Cause it will increase the sensitivity of ur skin. Beside that, peanut butter also will occur itchiness of ur body and ur baby might have sensitive skin. Eat more apple.. cause my hubby read it on the newspaper, it say it help prevent baby to get sensitive skin in future. If u don't want ur baby have the itchiness skin after born or sensitive skin, better avoid peanut butter and seafood.

              Friends of us try to get information from us. Boy or girl? Which one v prefer? Well for us, v didn't really mind whether it is a boy or girl. The most important is to get healthy baby. I even thought of not knowing the answer and get surprise when I give birth that time. But my hubby not agree. He say he need to prepare for the baby items and a lot of excuse. I know, he just can't wait to know the gender but I just can't stop myself to make him anxious. And I hope my friend Kennez read my blog so that she can share with us.

Empty.....

Our Bou Bou show us her bored face and M just look like her.

            I feel so empty this few weeks. But yet I feel so busy due to travel. I do feel tired after all the traveling but yet I still feel empty. Isn't it complicated? I log in Facebook everyday and I scroll thru my friends profile and view video that they posted. But yet, still feel empty.

I like this coz it totally show how I feel.

            Is it because m not active as previous. I used to visit gym, yoga and dance till my body sweat. But now, m oni can stay at home, watching TV, cooking, washing, playing with my pet and housekeeping. Just feel so routine. Yah.... mayb these work too routine. And what make me more frustrating is that my hubby like to face computer more than me. But this is his only interest to past his time.

            Sigh...... so hard to make things perfect in our life. I thought I already have a perfect life but yet I still can feel emptiness. I thought I get my happiness but still not always. Sigh.... human being is like that. Always don't know how to satisfied with current life. But I will still make myself happy and stop thinking negative.

            
                It's not easy to get the above happiness if we don't appreciate what we have. So I always tell myself, If I want to be happy, I must know how to appreciate... If we keep on comparing with others and how can we keep happiness. I choose to live simple way and have a simple family. But of course my life partner have to agree with me...

My Pets...

Ah Girl in brown colour, we bring her home when she was at Shinjo size which in brown and white colour. Kitty came to us at our back yard. I miss it so much.

           I love pets. They so adorable and so innocent. When ever I saw stray dogs or cats, my heart so uncomfortable. And hoping they doing fine and able to look for a master to take care of them. Why not me???

They were so cute and adorable even thou they are not genuine.

           Well, if I do so, I will start a shelter for the stray dogs and cats like SPCA or Paws. But it's useless. Cause the more v operated this shelter the more irresponsible people around. We need to provide a proper guidance to the youngster.
            I have a student ask me "Why didn't let Ah girl breed? The puppy very cute." When I heard she say so, M very angry and answer "The PUPPY Cute??? Then when they grew big, are they still cute? Are U going to take care of it till it died? Are U going to accompany it and play with it till it died? If I let Ah girl breed, who will take care the puppy? Give it to other people and let them torture the puppy till they die or after awhile let it become a stray dog?" My student was so terrified after heard my answer and say "sorry". I didn't mean to be fierce to her but I wan her to understand that keeping a pet is a responsible and not for fun. But too bad, no one able to stop the incident but just let it increasing. I went to the vet, they will suggest for castration to avoid uncontrollable breeding especially stray dogs and cats.

 

 

Taurus and Virgo. Super active and playful. This was taken when  they are 4months old.

And this is Bou Bou. Pomeranian mix with Spritz.

PSA - SPCA ( I Love My Pet ) from ck chun on Vimeo.

From NoOne to SomeOne....

                M a girl never believe in long term relationship because there are too much choices out there. Just imagine, U already have a boy friend or girl friend who is caring and loving . One day U wanted to travel but ur boy friend tell U that he is not afford or Ur girl friend tell U that she is busy or not interested with the place. After few times rejection, will u fade up with him or her and find that he or she is not good enough for U?

               All this will happen when someone else appear in Ur life. When there's someone willing to spend time with U or even buy U a small gift Or bring U to travel just cross the state, U will go crazy and miss the admirer so much because he or she able to change Ur life. U feel something different and fresh compare to the current relationship. And I will call that as "贪得无厌" mean "greed" or "insatiable" or "ravenous". That y, I myself don't dare to promise to any relationship. Who can predict what will happen in future? No one can do that.

              Till I found him. He change my life. He let me know if I missed this relationship, I won't be able to look for happiness or the life I wanted for so long. I know he won't hurt me and he will give me all the best.  He's not good in socialize, not good in communication and not even good looking. But he's able to show his sincerity, caring and his trust. He just give me everything he had and will work more just to make me happy. We tied up the knot on the 3rd Jan 2010 and officially announce as husband and wife at the Buddhist Maha Vihara and been witness and blessed by the monk and both family.
               We have our actual day on 10 Oct 2010 which is "Perfect 10". And I would like to thanks to all our friends and relatives who had witness and been supported us. Previously M just a normal girl name by Amy Lim and now m someone wife and becoming a mother soon. ^.^

Jacky & Amy from Jonny on Vimeo.


               
                

That is it...

           M a girl who love freedom. M always dream to backpack to Europe country, Australia, China and others interested place.
          When Kelly showed me her photos...m very envy. So tat y, M always have a thought to travel one day. I planed everything. End up, M back to Malaysia because of commitment with My Lovely Hubby Jacky. It was a surprise when I decided to move back to Malaysia as well as my parent and my siblings and even my friends.No one expected that I will move back to Malaysia.

         It all happen at 2009 Chinese New Year. That is when I met him at Neways again. My feeling towards him is too strong. I don care and I just wan to give him my best and let him have a memorable memory. V have a great time at Neways and I really treat him like my boy friend. Even my friends also notice that m flirting with him.

          And that is it.. on 9 Feb 2009.... v r an item. I came back Malaysia on 14 Feb 2009 and intro to my parents on 19 Feb 2009 at Mid Valley. Guess wat, my dad just can't believe it as I told them I haven't seen anyone at Chinese New Yr and after few days only, M move back because of him. Funny rite.... haha or unacceptable.

Is this my 1st love??? .....

                    I remember I came back from Singapore to meet up my friend Jinny and her boy friend Kelvin.And we went to Sunway for happy hour..... Well m having a great time with them even thou it at 6pm. We drank a lot and frankly m a bit gypsy and M start flirting with those guys and suddenly Jinny tell me "TIME OFF." When m looked at my watch, it already 11pm. M not willing to leave the place as it was the best time to danced my pant off....
                    Jinny had an appointment with other friends at Neways. So got to followed. When v reached Neways... M still not finished and M still in the mood to get high...Suddenly, I just had a "Weird" feeling informing me tat someone who came in this door will b the guy m looking for. Well, it kind of weird but I try to ignore it. As m continuing my singing, there are two guys walking in the room. When Jinny Intro her friend to me, my heart beat gone crazy when I shakes hand with Jacky. I just can't accept with the feeling, so I woke up and leave the room and wash my face at the ladies. I even get myself a puff to relax myself. When I walk in the room and I just control myself to get his attention so I choose a rock song 无情的情书。
                   Well guess wat, M able to get his attention and m so happy with tat... the time past so fast, It already 4am and it's time v say goodbye. I just can't lift my leg because m not enough with him. Well, after few minutes struggling, I decided to go back with Jinny. It was because I don't want to show him that M interested with him. If he do have the feeling, he should make the move and not me. And there, nothing happen after v reach Jinny house and I slept till the next morning and I tell myself " Don't B silly, it was the lonely feeling tried to mislead me."