Today when to Putra Hospital nearby my house for UltraSound scanning. And there, my baby show above. The doctor say my baby grow well and complete and very active. When the doctor scanned on my baby, my baby just kicked non stop. M not sure is it because my baby felt excited or shy......
I can felt the kick mostly morning and evening. And it really hard. But M excited to feel the kick because I know my baby is healthy and active. But even I sit quietly, my baby will kick me also, not one time but really bouncing. Oh My..... every time my baby kick, I will want to go to toilet. I felt very troublesome but on the other hand, I just can't wait to welcome my baby to our world. I keep on imagine, how my baby will look like? And everyone will ask me "Is it a Boy or Girl?" Well, for me, I want my baby to be healthy will do.
I just can't wait to hug my baby.....
Y'day I went to government hospital for check up. The nurses over there very friendly. Most of my friends will felt surprise Y m chose to give birth at Government Hospital even there's so many negative rumors about them. Frankly, other Hospital I might need to consider but Sg Buloh Hospital, I put my trust on them because my father-in-law and Jacky cousin experience there. Well, it much more better than we thought. Oh yeah....back to topic, I went to have appointment with them again next month for MGGT test.
What is MGGT??? Well, it was the blood test for Diabetes. The procedure is like this, fasting for 8 hours and and take a tube of blood just like above photo. Then I need to drink a glass of sweet drink which is very very sweet till I want to vomit. After finish the glass of sweet drink, I need to sit there for 2 hours and retake the blood again same value. Then wait a week for the result. That why I need more blood.......
Jacky and I decided to bring them to Port Dickson were a "Mistake." Y do I say so??? Well, can u imagine a group of monkey eaten "belaccan" and their reaction. Yah... they just non stop making noise and shouting and so excited with the trip. The oldest will be 18 years and the younger will be 13 years old. Oh My Gosh.... How to accept a group of students like that. Hahaha.... But v have to admit that they are still innocent.
I taught them to play "unlock" game. Too bad.. the group not big enough but M still able to make them enjoyed. These kids just believe in me and Jacky. They share with us no matter is about school or personal life. M not sure it's a good things o not. But luckily these kids still respect us. When I saw them so enjoyed, M also happy especially just like one my them called me after they collected their exam result and they do improved. Because of that, I decided to bring them for travel to rewards their hardworking. Not too expensive but enjoyable.
At night, after dinner we went to the nearby Store to buy grocery. Well, of course they don't know what we planning to do. They thought they can in-charge at night. Hehehe.. Jacky and I have a devil planned. We bought varieties of drinks and they bought varieties of junk food. When v reached the apartment, everyone relaxed for the tiring day they had went thru but one of them just can't wait to be torture. Hahaha.. V started the game and look at them.... I believe the game do give them unforgettable night.
On the next day, they do requested to stay one more night but V cannot over pampered them that Y never promise them. For me, I don't simply say "yes" to them because I want them to know how to be satisfied. If they non-stop request and I keep on say "Yes", they will never learn how to be satisfied. That why, they say M very hard and not like Jacky. I don't mind how they say, watever I done, is for their own good. And there, out trip end and v leaving the place and "Home Sweet Home"...........
If the upper beam is not straight, the lower ones will go aslant. What does it mean? It means When the parents do not set a good example, the children cannot be expected to behave well. I believe that. That why, Jacky and I try to set a good attitude and behavior.Whatever I say will actually effect the baby on my tummy. M now 5 months in pregnancy, he/she start to alert. So I have to beware of my language. But I just can't avoid myself to say that "生番薯" word especially when Jacky try to make me laugh. My mother-in-law was asking me to quit that habits. I told my mother-in-law, I will try. She was making funny statement like "If not the baby 1st word will be 生番薯 instead of mama or papa." Hahaha....
Jacky don't allowed me to watched my favorite channel which is National Geographic, Animal Planet and similar channel to avoid me to see them (Monkey). He heard someone say that, whatever m look at now will actually effect the baby features. So I have to look at something beautiful like baby poster which he haven't found one to hang at our room. My uncle past me the baby poster before but I rejected it because the baby with small eyes just like his baby Ah Mong. hahaha.... anyway thanks to his kindness. I know the teenager like Jay Chow but I still prefer LeeHon..... hahaha... I believe u get what I mean.
We also get to know that, the good music will help to train baby in the tummy. If listen to very noisy song like hip-hop or rock will actually built bad temper baby. If u listen to classical song like Beethoven it might built up an elegant baby, but if u listen to piano or soft music will built up inactive child. Well for me, I don't really to be choosy. I asked Jacky to play the music every night till m fall a sleep. Whatever song I think is nice, will just listen to it.
All we have in our mind is our baby. We planned and worked everything is for the baby future. We want to give the baby the best but we have to face a challenge in future. We can't actually expect the baby will be what we expect but we will try our best to train the baby to be the best. Not in the sense like academy or sports or activities to be the best. We were saying about living, to be meaningful in future and to be love. That why, I believe communication is very important. And it have to start now. Whatever I think, will actually effect the baby attitude.
Before when I looked at the baby, I got the feeling of rejection..... I scared they will scream and cry. Coz it will be very annoying and I hate those voice. The above photo is my nephew, his voice super loud. When he want something he will shout till U surrender and gave him everything he want. When I looked at him like that, M so worry that my kid will be like him. Even my hubby also started to get worry. We both looked at each other, and remind each other not to over spoil the baby. Always keep it on mind. We even plan how to communicate with the baby. Not too over protect the baby. This is how we survey thru other ppl baby.
Do u c the tear drop at the corner of his eyes? He don't like stranger that Y he start to "act" cry.
2nd example we get from our family member. This is Jacky cousin baby. He is now 1 year plus. He scare of stranger and he will get irritating when crowded. He will force himself cry out loud to get his nanny or parent attention to get him out of here. The funny part is, when his nanny or parents hug him, he will definitely wave his hand "bye bye" on the spot that he is leaving. But when he is not crowded, he will show his cool face. Why I say so? U know, when kids saw some funny reaction, they will laugh out loud or they will show funny face. He is different. He only show one face which is below one.
No matter how hard u try to get him smile. He just show u the same mood which is "cool attitude." When my hubby and I saw his situation, we also get worry. I told my hubby, I want happy cute baby. Like to laugh and not afraid of stranger. Hahaha... but my mother in law say, "Don't say that, whatever U don like it will become reality." So I better keep my mouth shut. Don't compare and judge coz I want something different. So what I will do, have more funny movie and cartoon where I can laugh out loud. Built up my cheerful attitude hope it will take effect on the baby.
Dad comment on my photo "before and after"pinched my heart. This photo were taken in yr 08 Dec.
This photo were taken in year 2008 at Singapore. Just only 2 years, the changes too big even myself also can't accept it. Especially when my dad comment that "before and after in 2 years time". Oh my, I didn't realize the changes so big, it just look like it take at least 5 years to become who am I now. When I show my photo to my hubby, he though this was taken when M 23 or 24. But now m look like 30 over plus. Before those kids will call me Jie Jie and now they call me aunty.
This was taken on 2010 Nov at Penang. Can u believe that?
The above photo was taken on 2010 Nov at Penang. Frankly, I didn't make up and didn't apply any moisturizer. Is it because M lazy? I think ya. All the while m not really good taking care of my skin even my friends also can't tolerate to see me like that. Beside my tummy getting bulky, my nose growing bigger and my skin drying up. And of coz my hair getting thicker and oily than before. That y, I didn't used 2 in 1 or 3 in 1 shampoo. My hubby suggest to cut my hair but I don't want to look like ..u know.. more aunty. After this photo... thanks to my brother in law.... who always take the "real photo" to show the real us... I decided to change ... I want to change to beauty mom even I have bulky tummy but of coz not going to depend on makeup but inner beauty.
Whenever M look into the mirror, I will start mumbling and tell my hubby "I should Keep Fit before m pregnant. Look at me now... m look so super fat." He will laugh at me and say "what do u expect when u pregnant, do u think pregnant lady can't keep slim." I started to get annoying and give a long "sigh". He will come to me and say "U look very pretty even U look bulky. I feel so proud and happy." When he say so, I felt relief and happy. From the way he kiss me and hug me, I know he really happy to have me. And he didn't entertained me just to let me feel better. When he say so, I feel more confidence with my tummy and show my happiness to others "so called show off"..hahahah...
What do I expect when M expecting? This is the dictionary M reading. It's for preggy mom to get better understanding when U r expecting. And yupe... I do have result from there. I know why m itchy and wat shd do and don't.
When you start itchy and don't know why is it and not because of bitten by the mosquito then it is because the growing baby is interrupting ur hormone. If stomach itchy then it is because it start to grow hair. The book was saying the baby grow hair not only on the top of head but whole body to keep themselves warm in ur tummy.
But if u start itchy at ur leg and hand, mayb it because ur skin started to stretch and mayb u have sensitive skin. Do use Johnson baby milk to bath so that ur skin smooth and moisture. And remember to apply lotion after bath. I use cocoa butter, quite good for the skin and keep it moisture and prevent stretch mark. And better avoid seafood with shell like clam, lala, oyster and prawn. Cause it will increase the sensitivity of ur skin. Beside that, peanut butter also will occur itchiness of ur body and ur baby might have sensitive skin. Eat more apple.. cause my hubby read it on the newspaper, it say it help prevent baby to get sensitive skin in future. If u don't want ur baby have the itchiness skin after born or sensitive skin, better avoid peanut butter and seafood.
Friends of us try to get information from us. Boy or girl? Which one v prefer? Well for us, v didn't really mind whether it is a boy or girl. The most important is to get healthy baby. I even thought of not knowing the answer and get surprise when I give birth that time. But my hubby not agree. He say he need to prepare for the baby items and a lot of excuse. I know, he just can't wait to know the gender but I just can't stop myself to make him anxious. And I hope my friend Kennez read my blog so that she can share with us.
Our Bou Bou show us her bored face and M just look like her.
I feel so empty this few weeks. But yet I feel so busy due to travel. I do feel tired after all the traveling but yet I still feel empty. Isn't it complicated? I log in Facebook everyday and I scroll thru my friends profile and view video that they posted. But yet, still feel empty.
I like this coz it totally show how I feel.
Is it because m not active as previous. I used to visit gym, yoga and dance till my body sweat. But now, m oni can stay at home, watching TV, cooking, washing, playing with my pet and housekeeping. Just feel so routine. Yah.... mayb these work too routine. And what make me more frustrating is that my hubby like to face computer more than me. But this is his only interest to past his time.
Sigh...... so hard to make things perfect in our life. I thought I already have a perfect life but yet I still can feel emptiness. I thought I get my happiness but still not always. Sigh.... human being is like that. Always don't know how to satisfied with current life. But I will still make myself happy and stop thinking negative.
It's not easy to get the above happiness if we don't appreciate what we have. So I always tell myself, If I want to be happy, I must know how to appreciate... If we keep on comparing with others and how can we keep happiness. I choose to live simple way and have a simple family. But of course my life partner have to agree with me...
Ah Girl in brown colour, we bring her home when she was at Shinjo size which in brown and white colour. Kitty came to us at our back yard. I miss it so much.
I love pets. They so adorable and so innocent. When ever I saw stray dogs or cats, my heart so uncomfortable. And hoping they doing fine and able to look for a master to take care of them. Why not me???
They were so cute and adorable even thou they are not genuine.
Well, if I do so, I will start a shelter for the stray dogs and cats like SPCA or Paws. But it's useless. Cause the more v operated this shelter the more irresponsible people around. We need to provide a proper guidance to the youngster.
I have a student ask me "Why didn't let Ah girl breed? The puppy very cute." When I heard she say so, M very angry and answer "The PUPPY Cute??? Then when they grew big, are they still cute? Are U going to take care of it till it died? Are U going to accompany it and play with it till it died? If I let Ah girl breed, who will take care the puppy? Give it to other people and let them torture the puppy till they die or after awhile let it become a stray dog?" My student was so terrified after heard my answer and say "sorry". I didn't mean to be fierce to her but I wan her to understand that keeping a pet is a responsible and not for fun. But too bad, no one able to stop the incident but just let it increasing. I went to the vet, they will suggest for castration to avoid uncontrollable breeding especially stray dogs and cats.
Taurus and Virgo. Super active and playful. This was taken when they are 4months old.
M a girl never believe in long term relationship because there are too much choices out there. Just imagine, U already have a boy friend or girl friend who is caring and loving . One day U wanted to travel but ur boy friend tell U that he is not afford or Ur girl friend tell U that she is busy or not interested with the place. After few times rejection, will u fade up with him or her and find that he or she is not good enough for U?
All this will happen when someone else appear in Ur life. When there's someone willing to spend time with U or even buy U a small gift Or bring U to travel just cross the state, U will go crazy and miss the admirer so much because he or she able to change Ur life. U feel something different and fresh compare to the current relationship. And I will call that as "贪得无厌"mean "greed" or "insatiable" or "ravenous". That y, I myself don't dare to promise to any relationship. Who can predict what will happen in future? No one can do that.
Till I found him. He change my life. He let me know if I missed this relationship, I won't be able to look for happiness or the life I wanted for so long. I know he won't hurt me and he will give me all the best. He's not good in socialize, not good in communication and not even good looking. But he's able to show his sincerity, caring and his trust. He just give me everything he had and will work more just to make me happy. We tied up the knot on the 3rd Jan 2010 and officially announce as husband and wife at the Buddhist Maha Vihara and been witness and blessed by the monk and both family.
We have our actual day on 10 Oct 2010 which is "Perfect 10". And I would like to thanks to all our friends and relatives who had witness and been supported us. Previously M just a normal girl name by Amy Lim and now m someone wife and becoming a mother soon. ^.^
M a girl who love freedom. M always dream to backpack to Europe country, Australia, China and others interested place.
When Kelly showed me her photos...m very envy. So tat y, M always have a thought to travel one day. I planed everything. End up, M back to Malaysia because of commitment with My Lovely Hubby Jacky. It was a surprise when I decided to move back to Malaysia as well as my parent and my siblings and even my friends.No one expected that I will move back to Malaysia.
It all happen at 2009 Chinese New Year. That is when I met him at Neways again. My feeling towards him is too strong. I don care and I just wan to give him my best and let him have a memorable memory. V have a great time at Neways and I really treat him like my boy friend. Even my friends also notice that m flirting with him.
And that is it.. on 9 Feb 2009.... v r an item. I came back Malaysia on 14 Feb 2009 and intro to my parents on 19 Feb 2009 at Mid Valley. Guess wat, my dad just can't believe it as I told them I haven't seen anyone at Chinese New Yr and after few days only, M move back because of him. Funny rite.... haha or unacceptable.
I remember I came back from Singapore to meet up my friend Jinny and her boy friend Kelvin.And we went to Sunway for happy hour..... Well m having a great time with them even thou it at 6pm. We drank a lot and frankly m a bit gypsy and M start flirting with those guys and suddenly Jinny tell me "TIME OFF." When m looked at my watch, it already 11pm. M not willing to leave the place as it was the best time to danced my pant off....
Jinny had an appointment with other friends at Neways. So got to followed. When v reached Neways... M still not finished and M still in the mood to get high...Suddenly, I just had a "Weird" feeling informing me tat someone who came in this door will b the guy m looking for. Well, it kind of weird but I try to ignore it. As m continuing my singing, there are two guys walking in the room. When Jinny Intro her friend to me, my heart beat gone crazy when I shakes hand with Jacky. I just can't accept with the feeling, so I woke up and leave the room and wash my face at the ladies. I even get myself a puff to relax myself. When I walk in the room and I just control myself to get his attention so I choose a rock song 无情的情书。 Well guess wat, M able to get his attention and m so happy with tat... the time past so fast, It already 4am and it's time v say goodbye. I just can't lift my leg because m not enough with him. Well, after few minutes struggling, I decided to go back with Jinny. It was because I don't want to show him that M interested with him. If he do have the feeling, he should make the move and not me. And there, nothing happen after v reach Jinny house and I slept till the next morning and I tell myself " Don't B silly, it was the lonely feeling tried to mislead me."
