Empty.....

Our Bou Bou show us her bored face and M just look like her.

            I feel so empty this few weeks. But yet I feel so busy due to travel. I do feel tired after all the traveling but yet I still feel empty. Isn't it complicated? I log in Facebook everyday and I scroll thru my friends profile and view video that they posted. But yet, still feel empty.

I like this coz it totally show how I feel.

            Is it because m not active as previous. I used to visit gym, yoga and dance till my body sweat. But now, m oni can stay at home, watching TV, cooking, washing, playing with my pet and housekeeping. Just feel so routine. Yah.... mayb these work too routine. And what make me more frustrating is that my hubby like to face computer more than me. But this is his only interest to past his time.

            Sigh...... so hard to make things perfect in our life. I thought I already have a perfect life but yet I still can feel emptiness. I thought I get my happiness but still not always. Sigh.... human being is like that. Always don't know how to satisfied with current life. But I will still make myself happy and stop thinking negative.

            
                It's not easy to get the above happiness if we don't appreciate what we have. So I always tell myself, If I want to be happy, I must know how to appreciate... If we keep on comparing with others and how can we keep happiness. I choose to live simple way and have a simple family. But of course my life partner have to agree with me...