Remember on the 3rd day morning, Doc came in and checked both of us. When the doc sit the baby and the doc nearly failed to catch my baby. M so worry. The doc saw my expression and smile at me and told me that they doing this is because want to check on baby reaction. She say my baby is OK and M so glad to heard that. But the doc say I might need to stay for 1 more night. M so surprise and ask why. She say my heart beat bump faster than normal beat and scare I might have blood pressure or dengue. So I called my hubby and ask him don't bring any food cause it might because of the soup M having. Well, in the afternoon, the nurse came in and check 1 more time and my heart beat back to normal and I can discharge in the evening. I can't wait anymore, so I called my hubby to fetch me at 4plus and back to my mom house at Wangsa Maju. ^.^
When M reached my mom house, I tried to feed my baby but same things, not much she can sucked and I started to feel frust. In the evening, my mother in law came and visit us and find that I don't have milk for my baby. She started to feel panic and feed my baby with plain water and mumbling non stop "aiyo, 可怜咯。 她很饿了". I started to blame myself and wanted to cry. My hubby went out and buy the formula milk. I keep telling myself that I cannot give up. Even though my hubby had buy the formula milk but I keep massage and pressing my breast hoping there are milk came out from my breast. U can feel the desperation I had. T.T
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